CHRISTIAN LAWS

There comes a time when we ought look at what is not ethically right, but what is good. These; they are called spiritual ethics.

When a law-abider mistakedly goes against them, should they be condemned and banished? Funny thing is that we live the holier than thou kind of lives, and a slight error is never forgiven , discussed, or proportionally balanced. It's like we sin not, hence busy vouyering for what is next door.

Law; what exactly is law? A mean word that favors the elite, the dictators? In my Dictionary however, that word luckily enough was omitted. Maybe its because I like it the Charles Dicken's way, the law-is an ass-useless! This is because the law is mean spirited, opportunistic, and only dissolved in exercising the present and ignoring the future repercussions.

Christ's disciples are fondly in-touch with the law. The disciples who know not what is sin, the neo-Pharisees. A world bond in chains of Christianity is the worst world to live in, breath in or, think in. Simply because; Christians are afraid of rumors, societal demands and expectations, the grapevine and the presumed 'halo image.'

Its unheard of to err therein, especially if you are presumed to be delicate, gentle and perfect. Being woman in a Christian world is the worst punishment any soul would be condemned in.

I've seen women, mothers and young girls suffer in the hands of Christianity. "Don't wear anything that exposes your skin-if you do, don't tell it when you get yourself sexually harassed!" Does exposing my legs, hands, neck, hair or a little chest a rouse anybody? And if it does, what justifies their action? If its my sexy skin, is that an enough excuse behind raping me; as though they will be raping my exposed skin that aroused them?

Christianity banishes pregnant women out of wedlock-they might shame them. "We shouldn't get pregnant from the word go." And still, "We should never engage i sexual intercourse." They are also condemning all forms of contraceptives...'do we really need them?' Truth is, we don't, but as long as there is no cure for our high pressure hormonal genes, what else is there to run to? Still, the contraceptives are really expensive, but the church isn't ready yet to listen to any NGO issuing some condom to their youth... "They are encouraging pre-marital sex." What an absurd argument!

Now I'm pregnant...the church shuns me, calls me a whore...as though I was selling myself out there to other female whores who got me pregnant. I can't go to another world; who knows, things may turn out worse over there.

Anytime a female Christian citizen enjoys her rightful harvest before her time is due, she'll have to do something...and remain within the law. Deep inside she will feel guilty, hate herself, give up on life...but the Christian world want to continue seeing her smile, feel her warmth.

I will check into a good enough institution to try undoing the already done, and insult God for blessing me when the time wasn't right...I may die, never again bear more blessings, etc. But as long as the law; the Christian law continues to be exercised, I'll be forced to continue smiling at it.

Just because, I care so much about them, hence ends up loosing my identity therein, all in the name of Christian laws and ethics.

But in a million of them, you'll find this one girl who loves herself to death, and wouldn't mind about your concept of what's wrong or right from the eyes of the law. She is pregnant, and though strong inside, she knows that for the sake of the innocent unborn, she has to make things right. By the time time runs out, men and women of God marry her of... "At the moment, we think it's the best thing to do." They always say.

From then henceforth, she'll live a life that knows no love, "What God has joined, no man can separate." The church proclaims. At least she'll have a husband, family, the church takes her back...though, deep inside; she wishes it would end, run away from this law, and, forever abandon Christianity that enslaved her.

By MJN